| thankfulness |
[Jul. 11th, 2009|01:24 pm] |
yes, i know. i haven't been updating.
too busy too tired.. haha you might just say that's excuses!
oh well... haha
man, few months had just past just like this!
i'm thinking now how much have i done?
sot was fantastic, fab, exciting... whatever good things you can say.
REALLY!
although seriously im soooooo tired everyday. but God's strength is with me, supernatural strength.
sometimes only slept few hours, yeah all sot students will say amen!
tests after tests, assignments after assignments.. books, bible to complete reading.
mock cell group.. preaching test... mission trip.. graduation?
setting all this aside.
i really want to thank God for putting me in sot.
i know it's not easy
i know it's tiring
i know it's expanding my capacity
i know it's pushing me out of my comfort zone
i know it's discipline
i know it's moulding my character
nevertheless of the so many "i know" i still came in to sot.
will i regret? NO.
friends, you might not understand but i have encounters with Him.
it could only be God and Him alone.
dedicated to my father in heaven:
#1 - pst mike lesson
God, thank you for setting me free and letting me know that you are truly real in my life, not some imaginary God that i can't see.
i have heard so many testimonies, i know that You are real but this is my encounter that no one can take away.
:)
#2 - sot opm
for You alone deserve all glory & praise
super strong presence, i felt God so closed to me. :)
cried until i felt like i cant breathe lol.
thank you for loving me.
thank you for the word that You have given to me. |
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[Mar. 18th, 2009|02:54 am] |
我需要突破!!!
神，请赐给力量吧!!!
哈哈!
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难以自信会发生这种事情。
都这么了解对方还能这样。
我永远都不会这样做。
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[Mar. 11th, 2009|06:15 pm] |
life is short,
so live it right.
i am amazed by how so many people can live their life to the fulliest.
i mean is not that i can't.
everyone can if they wants to.
erm.. of course there are many factors affecting your decisions.
why i suddenly blogged about it is because...
i was searching on facebook for people who is somehow "long lost" to me.
one of them was my band conductor.
he was one of my great inspiration.
i mean really.
he is the best conductor!
what inspires me is that i saw his facebook, he think is now perhaps in his latest 30s or even early 40s.
but he is pursuing what he likes, degree in psychology in an australian university
ain't it interesting?
from music to psychology. hmm.
gosh i miss band days.
really, i guess i never regretted joining band, it is just the later part that makes it terrible.
or perhaps i should say is the people?
i wonders what it is like now if we are still a big group of friends?
will the similar situation still happens?
i don't know.
but i guess it shows me sometimes, not all ppl will be your friends. bound to be some enemies.
it's okie.
i <3 the friends i have now and they are great buddies. =)
12 days more to BEIJING.
woohoo. yay \.(^.^)./
excited about it.
and mum play cheat, she is going to TAIWAN with ah ma. :(
she said she wanted to go China initially. boo.
i REALLLY wants to go taiwan too. aahh..
nevermind, i shall go with my friends.
ok updates soon! |
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[Mar. 2nd, 2009|02:44 am] |
28.02.08 - it's sort of a bad day for me.
it's not my day.
i slept at 4am on friday night, woke up at 10am by my mum.
bcos its my ah ma's bday and they're going to eat dim sum at hong xin(red star restaurant).
quickly bath and took cab down with mum.
express way was kind of jam.
taxi uncle signaled to change lane but the dumb car infront suddenly stopped and BANG!
i felt like i was almost threw out of the car, but thank god it didn't happen.
if not i would not have been here and alive.
the uncle settled with the car driver infront.
both seems frustated and !@#%
so was i and mum on the cab.
cos we were running late.
felt weird on my lips, and took my mirror out to check.
blood on my lips and i guess i have banged onto something when the accident happens.
my skin on my lips is dried and broken, it keeps on bleeding when i was trying to clean it.
dim sum was not bad, but not so nice as mention as many people.
but overall was not bad. quite filing.
jia min was a cheeky girl, she eat mayonnaise and chilli, without any dim sum.
it is hard to get her to eat right, man!
and when i was about to meet my friends after service.
expo was so pack that there's no taxi.
i thought it would be better if i just took a bus out of this area and take a cab from some other places.
and gosh it started to rain.
it ain't just drizzling but pouring cats and dogs. :(
my friends waiting for me for so long.
i couldn't get a cab due to the rain, i hate rainy days when i am outside.
i am really sian off and "ren ming", i took a bus back to tanah merah and took train down.
reached there really late.
they almost finished their dinner, ahhh.
meet up soon again.
i saw my friend break down for first time.
i hope you are alright.
on the happier side, i have gotten clinque's 3 steps skin care products.
it cost me a bomb! but thank god for vouchers and mum help me pay a bit.
i hope as what their statements say that great skin can be created with their products!
i went to vivo to get that after dim sum with family.
the consultation was great, named jasmine.
she helped me to understand my face condition better, teach me how to use the products.
and she gave me extras sample, i mean not only the 2 day trial but eye cream for my black eye circles and extra moistures which is the most expensive.
she even gave me her no if anything in doubt can call her.
will definitely go back her if the results are good! |
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[Feb. 27th, 2009|06:30 pm] |
meiyi asked me to do this..
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
i feel the results are rather accurate.. what do you think?
go try it. haha.
Your view on yourself: You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love: Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. Your views on education Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The right job for you: You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success. How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
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| random. |
[Feb. 24th, 2009|03:41 am] |
i have decided.
to go for pharmaceutical management degree.
looking forward to it, and SOT!
this year will be my best year of my life!
i know it's not going to be easy, but i'm not going to give up easily this time.
happy 21!
trusting on you.
on the other side, i felt that this world has changed to be so different.
seriously. too much bad things happens.
you never change, you're still the same.
i don't know whether what should i say to you.
perhaps you should change something in you for something better.
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| pre-21st preparations and happenings! |
[Feb. 15th, 2009|04:25 pm] |
i was busy this week, monday not yet here ma.
oh yeah, now i'm official an ADULT =D
actually it is just status, not much feeling yet.
perhaps when more responsibilities come =X
bbq party was good. a lot of people came.
so happy about it. i mean really a lot of my buddies came even though some having exam next day or something.
really appreciate it. :)
before bday, have to order cake and bbq stuff.
buy those fried stuff and utensils, and ice for water. just before i turn 21 on tuesday night, i saw meiyi online.
she cant attend my bbq bcos she's going hong kong, aww.
nevertheless i ask her to webcam!!
she's using hp laptop la, so fun, got alot of interesting thing.
see it below! dun kill me meiyi!
 
the pig is her. haha.
thank you meiyi, you make my day!!! <3
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| 21st Wishlist |
[Feb. 7th, 2009|02:54 am] |
quite a lot of my friends have been asking what i want for my 21st birthday...
here is my wishlist! haha.. ( you can reserve the items with me if you're buying that stuff you are welcome hahaha)
- Clinique 3 step sets.
the set looks like this:
my skin should be type 2, not too dry nor oily. i guess if you tell the counter person, they should know.
- Wallet
you can also get wallet for me, but dun buy long wallet or wallet that is too big.
i prefer sporty/colourful kind of wallet.
- Sport jacket ( i think someone brought this liao)
i just love them. size please ask me. lol.
- Makeup(s)
anything to do with category is accepted. lol. foundation,blusher,mascara,eye liner,eye shadow,lip gloss.. anything.
- Perfume
DKNY be delicious - green
or
tommy hilfiger - true star
- Sentosa islander's membership! (jo sponsor me this yeah, xie xie ni!)
i want this so that i can go sun-tan often, anyone wants to sponsor me? lol!!
- anything memorable ( cards, photobooks.. whatever)
- ANG BAOS!!! hahaha please donate to Aini's whatever fund. THANKS IN ADVANCED. LOL.
NEWEST ADDITIONAL.
- IKEA's gift voucher for my room revamp hahaha
- candy earpiece or any nice earpiece for mp3
- just buy anything you want ok! |
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[Feb. 5th, 2009|02:58 am] |
I'M GOING SENTOSA TO PLAY TML!!!
it should be later in about 8 hrs time. woo.
so happy, because it's with my girls and rp friends.
i h o p e i t ' s s u n n y l a t e r
y e s
w h a t w e g o i n g t o d o ?
t a n n i n g
b e a c h v o l l e y b a l l
s w i m
p l a y w a t e r g a m e s
r e l a x
w o o ! ! !
f i r s t t i m e t o t h e b e a c h w i t h m y g i r l s a n d r p f r i e n d s.
t o t a l l y e x c i t e d : )
s t e a m b o a t i n t h e e v e n i n g .
h o p e w i l l b e e n j o y a b l e .
u p d a t e s s o o n . . .
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[Jan. 28th, 2009|01:10 am] |
i have graduated! (unofficially)
good bye RP. haha!
mixed feelings indeed.
i still haven decide what i'm going to do next.
looks like everyone has started to find job.
boo. i don't know what to do.
24.01.09
SAS graduation high tea at S'pore flyer MEGU event hall.
food was good, $18 is worth it.
love the fried mushroom and the dessert.
photo takings with my girls. <3 them
too bad jeslyn-mama isn't able to come.
aww. i going to miss them lots.
esp friends from E36A and my dearest fyp mates.
watch some ppl sings and dances, entertainment.
then group photo with own diploma.
everyone wants to take photo with the most yandao faci. (meiyi "tan tio") lol.
photos with meiyi. upload later when i got it.
cabbed to and fro sg flyer.
thank god it isn't too expensive.
rush down to service.
service was great. pst kong is awesome!
then last but not least rush down to yue ting's 21st bday party at sentosa.
aww.. the rest have reached there long ago. =x
guo feng, shi xin, teck chuan & bernard was there.
wished yue ting happy birthday.
oh ya, not forgetting heng yin. chatted with her!
i'll see you all there on 7th feb :)
stayed awhile cos shi xin not feeling well.
thank god teck chuan drove.
all the way back to cck.
had supper with the remaining at sunshine place.
they were commenting on the chee cheong fan ingredients. lol.
and bernard said my house was so near to sunshine place that i can roll back from there. hah!
25.01.09 - cny's eve.
woke up 11 to help mum collect her jeans from giordano.
went back home and play laptop and fell asleep.
then woke up ard 6pm to prepare for family dinner at restaurant.
dinner at some chinese restaurant, not very nice.
26.01.09 - chu yi
woke up at 11am, and mum is nagging away to ask us to bath and faster prepare to go down to yeye's house for lunch.
ya as always she will say i'm a mo jie (slowly do my stuff)
but i never lo. she nags like she nv mo lidat, just because she wakes up early,
then head down to yeye's house to pai nian.
when we reached, i think no one was there can.
the rest all haven wake up or on the way nia.
heard that they went to temple and jie cai shen ye.
then i complained to my mum, "see i'm not the latest to wake up lor, the rest also haven come"
lunch was nice, abalone, steam fish (yum), prawns, roast duck & pork, curry chicken (quite spicy, even some adults couldn't take it)
yeye's house was hot as in warm. probably too many ppl ard, plus no air con, only fans.
as usual the adults gather in the back and chats and i will just watch tv in the living room.
after that head down to ah ma house.
ah yi they all was playing mahjong when i reached. not ppl had come.
then played with bryan first.
then jiamin came. she is funny lil cousin.
haha. then enqi came.
yay. played together.
dinner was good, ah gong's cooking is always so nice.
especially his fried yee mee. <3.
eat and eat.
this is bryan.
enqi and me.
enqi and her sis, enhui.
cheeky jiamin and enqi.
jiamin is funny, she keeps looking at my dad when he eats.
so i asked her why.
me: why u look at my daddy?
jiamin to my daddy: why you eat/chew so fast?
daddy: i used to it le
jiamin: eat/chew slower, looks at my daddy.
then played heart attack together, jiamin was thrilled.
then we went out to watch cartoon network, the adults still playing mahjong.
the lil cousins mum on those cny goodies, jiamin keep eating despite her parents asked her to stop.
oh ya and duno what this cheeky lil cousin did to my aunt's fish.
guess what?
the fish jump out of the tank, and it isn't those small guppies.
and the tank was quite enclosed. gosh!
and i just know that jiamin's mum and i have the same birthday. lol.
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[Jan. 12th, 2009|02:21 pm] |
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2 more weeks to end of school!
yes, holidays AGAIN!!!
haa, but it's gonna be holidays forever for me. (sort of)
cos i'm graduating!!!
i don't know when is the official graduation though.
kind of lost, don't really know what to do next.
study what? (pharmaceutical science or business?)
work? (part time if further studies)
anyway i'm going to BEIJING!!!
it's a study tour.
with school and my lovely girls.. meiyi, xueli, weeleng and jeslyn
yay! looking forward to the trip.
i will see jeslyn and meiyi bickering, pillow fights. lol.
study in chinese about biomedical and biotechnology stuff?
great wall of china?
lots of photos and memories for sure.
loves.
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| new look! |
[Dec. 27th, 2008|02:56 am] |
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yay! finally my livejournal have a new look.
and i'm loving it! <3
thanks wee wee for helping!! :D
that analeigh pictures as the background.
she's so cool. i managed to found her blog and facebook!
4 more days to end of 2008.
argh. mixture of feelings.
challenging 2009 coming.
graduating soon. what am i going to do?
i got sooooo much things i want to do in 2009, like...
- SOT!!!
- get a degree (pharmacy or business !?!?!)
- go taiwan!!! yay!!!
- 21st birthday!!! ( i really duno what to do yet.. it's like less than 2 months time)
- braces! =X
- car license ( if i have the money)
- so much more~~~
anyway happy new year in advanced!!! |
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| american next top model ANTM - cycle 9 & 10 |
[Dec. 1st, 2008|08:41 am] |
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just last thursday, i saw ANTM cycle 10 shown on channel 5.
it kind of begin my enthusiasm to watch it again.
i starting watching ANTM from cycle 9.
i know it's kind of late, but if you know me well, i don't really watch English shows.
hehe. i think cycle 9 is really nice.
and my favourite is chantal!!!
she's so cute and beautiful, and she's same age as me.
she's known to be the bubbly blonde XD
here are some pictures of her
i think she's really cute!
cycle 9 was not bad, but i seriously think that chantal should win! but well.
i finish watching cycle 10 on youtube in 2 days.
haha!
i feel cycle 10 was not really good. i mean there's a lot of quarrels between the models.
and you have watch it on youtube, there're quite a few comments also mentioning this cycle is worst x_x
and some i feel should have been eliminated earlier but was not.
some who has strong points but was eliminated earlier.
i didn't really have a favourite in cycle 10, but i like 3 of them in this cycle.
my first favourite is aimee.
she's really cute too, and she's only 18.
she has a kind heart and look good during photoshoot.
it is really a pity she can't portray the R&B style during the music shoot.
next Katarzyna! she's real beauty.
and tyra can't pronounce her name! lol.
she's a quiet girl but she's real funny too.
she totally rock this picture! so different from the real her.
next is Anya!
she's really cute. the runner up for cycle 10.
she treat people with sincere heart and among all the models, she's the most innocent and she does not have any motive.
i guess is why she won so many photo challenge! =)
oh ya, not forgetting she has this weird but cute accent. haha!
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| big day ends! |
[Nov. 27th, 2008|11:39 am] |
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i'm a happy girl.
fyp presentation has ended yesterday.
woo!!!
end of all nervous-ness, paranoid, sleepless night!
haha =X
this time i think i'm able to get a better result :)
yay! thank you lord.
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| Elevate Your Name |
[Nov. 25th, 2008|10:31 am] |
i <3 this song.
and i feel belle really sang it well and she brings out what song trying to show.
=)
STANDING ON THE FUTURE FRONTIER
READY TO RUN
LIVING LOUD THE GOSPEL MESSAGE
WE ARE ONE
SHOUT IT NOW
"CHRIST THE RISEN KING!"
SINGING OUT
"JESUS REIGNS IN ME, REIGNS IN ME!"
E-LE ELEVATE YOUR NAME HIGH
THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST
THE WORLD WILL SEE YOU SHINE
THE WORLD WILL SEE YOU
E-LE ELEVATE YOUR NAME HIGH
THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST
THE CHURCH OF GOD ARISE
THE CHURCH OF GOD ARISE
THE CHURCH OF GOD ARISE
WE LIFT YOUR
WE LIFT YOUR WE LIFT YOUR NAME ON HIGH
WE LIFT YOUR
WE LIFT YOUR
WE LIFT YOUR NAME ON HIGH |
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| Tomorrow is a big day! |
[Nov. 25th, 2008|08:39 am] |
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Tomorrow 26.11.08 will be a big day.
because...
it is my FINAL FYP PRESENTATION!!!
pretty nervous though.
online meeting done.
reported submitted.
only left with some parts with logbook.
out of the 6 assessor, 4 of them is familiar.
2 of them are from G301 assessors. and 1 of them is a killer.
erm no, i think should say both of them.
oh gosh. thinking of tml makes me sick.
lol!!! i hope can get it over fast and done with it.
i hope i can do better this time.
AC was great!
though i didn't get to serve.. or attend all services.
the word is really WOW.
all the preachers are good.
update again!
wish me best for tml! :) |
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| SPEEEEDDDDD~ |
[Nov. 4th, 2008|04:59 pm] |
I miss them!
SPEED!
heard that they are releasing a album together soon, 12.11.08
it has been like years since they disband. :(
and since then i have lost touch with jpop.
like no point, only sometimes i will watch j-drama.
i always prefer j-drama to k-drama, so sorry about that.
no offence.
i especially miss takako (most left in the picture), and eriko (3rd person in picture)
and found out takako has a blog, but the sad thing that her blog has videos of her at work and anything and speaks in japanese (obviously)
but i can't understand. sad!
look how much they have grow and change.
they are like only 15, 16 when they started out?
now they are 25 or something.
still my favourite jpop girl band!
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| Goodbye E444, and welcome N440! |
[Nov. 3rd, 2008|12:37 am] |
On friday, 31st October, Cg multiply!
It was expected but kind of fast huh?
Well haha :)
Each cellgroup have left a memories for me, not forgetting E444!
I miss you guys!
From we just started out when we just merge from 2 different cellgroups and background.
Trying to adapt.
to learning and understand more of each other.
loving and caring for each other.
and the fun times we had together!
i will never forget those moments!
let's move on together, even though we are now separated.
i believe all of us can move to a higher level!
fulfilling our calling and destiny.
To Ex E444, thank you for all your love and what you contributed to me, and making who i am now.
I have some words of appreciation for all of you. :)
Evan - Evan, i just want to say thank you for everything you taught me. You're a great leader. :) Jiayou for your music theory, i believe you can do it, and i will see you in philharmonic winds playing flute soon right?
Joshua - thank you for always being so full of faint and confidence, really encourages me!
Joo - love sharing with you and i know it's has not been easy for you. happy for you, all the events and things you are doing in school and i know you enjoyed it too. keep on going!
Queen - buddy buddy, haha you know everything about me, what more can i say, so much we went through together and i'm happy to see you who you are now. i love you! let's jia you together.
Chris - cheerful brother, thank you for always being caring and concern, and full of smiles always! and also not forgetting for driving us around always!
Kelly - pretty babe, cheerleading is great! 1 more month to finish attachment, we should hang out more soon! and also collecting fund cg is not easy, thanks for being so firm and faithful! :)
Junyu - jun, thank you for being encouraging with what you have been through personally and also your lame jokes, and also queueing for the cg. enjoy your companion!
Zhen - zhen! i see a lot of love and passion in you, especially for children, and god in you. jiayou to achieve what you wanted to do. haha next time i put my children in your school ah!
Jovan - big heart, thank you for sharing, smiling and encouraging always. so happy to see you on fire for God and changed. and also having fun with you when we hang out, keep on burning on!
Krisitin - pretty girl, thank you for being entertaining and fun loving, and also you helping to get presents for cg members! you have good taste! :)
XiaoQian - girl, 1 more month to finish your attachment, jiayou! i miss your lame jokes, xiao ming~~
Lance - brother, maybe we will be schoolmates next year, sim - uol? just want to say thanks for all the fun when we hang out together.
Shijie - great guitarist and entertainer, woo thanks for all the fun and great music, i believe you will become a great guitarist!
Weiming - don't always act cool leh brother, smile more! and keeping shining for God in your drums playing. :)
Kenneth - so proud of you brother! your dance is really great! next time dance more for us to see.
Stella - i miss your niam-ing stella! faster be free and come and join us for cg and service wor!
Terry - cute little brother, your thoughts at your age amazed me! keep growing in god! :)
THANK YOU GUYS, YOU GUYS ARE GREAT!!!
ok, but N440 IS GREAT TOO! :)
let's shine together and rock the earth!
hope to know more about you guys ya. loves!
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| hmm? |
[Oct. 30th, 2008|11:35 pm] |
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im back blogging.
gosh, i don't why my head keep feeling like there's headache.
or it is my neck.
boo =(
just now evening went to mail some stuffs.
went to lot 1 to get some stuff, guess what?
capital land is great!!
now there's more food stall in lot 1!
*yay* new additional - subway!!
new changes here and there, i'm adapting to it.
i'm gonna move on like before.
thank you for making me who i am.
back to work! |
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| new! |
[Oct. 30th, 2008|12:41 am] |
YES, I HAVE CHANGED TO LIVEJOURNAL!
hmm, still very unsure with the livejournal system.
ahh.. hopefully as i blog more, will be a pro in it :)
thanks huixin for helping me in some of the areas.
i still have logbook and report to be done!
chiong ah. only left with few more days. jiayou! |
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